urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita amy amy 2009-11-04T03:18:41Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:79571 2009-11-04T03:14:47Z 2009-11-04T03:18:41Z so i was told today that i was a little bit of a negative person, it got rubbed off on me. <br />i'll try not to take it personally, although i feel it's true. i've kind of been feeling that way lately too. anyways, i'll try to be better. promise!<br /><br />today, ben also invited me to thanksgiving dinner with his family. his mom, howard, brother, grandma, and howard's mother. i really want to go, but i'm also veryyyyyyyyyy nervous. i also wanted to work black fridayy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:79137 2009-10-10T14:23:36Z 2009-10-10T14:23:36Z i wholeheartedly believe that, &quot;Everything happens for a Reason&quot; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:78993 2009-10-04T03:07:18Z 2009-10-04T03:07:18Z i've been re-evaluating my life lately. i guess i feel like i've been in a rut, as of lately, and i have only been back for a month or so. i've also met a few new people.<br /><br />on another note, i'm going to start being more cautious with who i speak with. and with what i say. <br /><br />some people you can trust with your life, some people lie through their teeth. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:78631 2009-09-26T02:43:12Z 2009-09-26T02:43:12Z i'm moving up.<br />at least it feels like it.<br /><br />life is good, at least decent.<br />i feel that i'm too cautious, but i'm gonna let loose a little.<br /><br />i'm going to start being less afraid of things. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:78542 2009-09-01T13:19:27Z 2009-09-01T13:43:35Z I haven't updated in a while, so i thought i'd do it now.<br /><br />everything is actually going well, spending most of my time working. <br />most of the rest with benjamin, and the rest with friends split with sleep.<br /><br />my life isn't <em>so</em> very exciting, but right now i am content with where i am in life.<br /><br />i still have my 5 year plan, and hopefully in a few years me and alex and our boyfriends can get it together. if not me and alexandra decided that we still have each other &lt;3 <br /><br />i can't remember exact events that have happened recently, so i won't go into details with that<br />BUT, i did have lunch with ben's mom and her boyfriend this past sunday.<br />It was really, really nice. I am falling for him more and more everyday.<br /><br /><br /><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:78021 2009-07-25T02:46:11Z 2009-07-25T05:02:35Z -incubus (less than a month) <br />-my one year anniversary with benjamin (less than a month) <br />-my birthday<br /><br />for my birthday this year, i want to do what i didn't do last year. i want to spend it with my boyfriend, and have a night out on the town with the girls. i also way to spend it with my family, because i'm actually going to be around them. i feel like this birthday means more to me than all the other ones, because life is really starting for me now. everything is starting to come together, and i'm so grateful for it.<br /><br />so i know that it's still about a month away, but i'm already thinking about a few things to do, and i am getting really, really excited. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:77628 2009-07-24T04:56:12Z 2009-07-25T05:04:08Z <span>Where is your boyfriend/<wbr></wbr>girlfriend at the moment?<br />in the hospital, recovering from appendix surgery <br /><br />What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?<br />pepsi<br /><br />Did your last kiss mean anything?<br />of course.<br /><br />Do you like tattoos and piercings?<br />yesss. and i plan i getting a few more. fingers crossed.<br /><br />Are you in a good mood?<br />could be better.<br /><br />Do you want to have kids?<br />eh. (in the words of my eloquent sister)<br /><br />Miss someone?<br />benjamin<br /><br />Do you believe in true love?<br />yes<br /><br />Do you like to wear sweatpants?<br />sometimes<br /><br />Are you wearing them right now?<br />nope<br /><br />Have you ever stolen a sign from a street?<br />nope<br /><br />Are you playing hard to get right now?<br />lol. no, i've been got.<br /><br />Do you miss your past?<br />the past is the past for a reason.<br /><br />When did you last hold hands with someone?<br />june 4th<br /><br />Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?<br />never.<br /><br />Are you dating anyone right now?<br />yess.<br /><br />Has someone smacked your butt in the past week?<br />no<br /><br />Did you speak to your father today?<br />yes, thru my sis.<br /><br />When was the last time you cleaned your room?<br />lol<br /><br />Have you lost friends in the past year?<br />as we grow older, sometimes it's harder to make time for people.......<br /><br />If you could change your eye color what would it be?<br />green/hazel<br /><br />When was the last time you hugged someone?<br />can't honestly remember.<br /><br />Who was the last person that made you laugh?<br />not sure. but probably benjamin<br /><br />Do you dance in the car?<br />no.<br /><br />What is your favorite color(s)?<br />green and black<br /><br />How is your hair?<br />short<br /><br />What is the last thing you said aloud?<br />yawn.<br /><br />Has your mom bought anything in the past 24 hours?<br />not sure<br /><br />What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?<br />my boyfrienddddd.<br /><br />Do you believe in love at first sight?<br />not really<br /><br />Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?<br />nope<br /><br />Do you hate the last boy you were talking to?<br />nope</span> <br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:77511 2009-07-21T01:35:23Z 2009-07-21T01:35:23Z i contradict myself, ALL the time. it's just that nobody notices. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:77289 2009-07-19T05:13:55Z 2009-07-19T05:13:55Z if i could be with you everyday of my life, i <strong><em>probably</em></strong> would.<br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:76642 2009-07-10T05:15:19Z 2009-07-10T05:15:19Z Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected<br /> And I can tell I've been moving in so slow<br /> Don't let it throw you off too far<br /> Cause I'll be running right behind you<br /> <br /> Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)<br /> To say you're the only one breaking me down like this<br /> You're the only one I would take a shot on<br /> Keep me hanging on so contagiously<br /> <br /> Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable<br /> Cause I believe in loving you at first sight<br /> I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..<br /> To take a hold of you<br /> <br /> Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)<br /> To say you're the only one breaking me down like this<br /> You're the only one I would take a shot on<br /> Keep me hanging on so contagiously<br /> <br /> Oh you're everything I'm wanting<br /> Come to think of it, I'm aching<br /> On account of my transgression..<br /> Will you welcome this confession?<br /> <br /> Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)<br /> To say you're the only one breaking me down like this<br /> You're the only one I would take a shot on<br /> Keep me hanging on so contagiously<br /> <br /> Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)<br /> To say you're the only one breaking me down like this<br /> You're the only one I would take a shot on<br /> Keep me hanging on so contagiously urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:76530 2009-07-07T05:03:13Z 2009-07-07T05:03:13Z you never know. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:76172 2009-07-03T02:02:35Z 2009-07-03T02:02:35Z paula steinberg urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:75807 2009-07-01T05:24:29Z 2009-07-01T05:24:29Z I've been driving with the rear view mirror.<br /> Who guessed it would be no clearer?<br /> It got me lost, and now I'm late.<br /> The clock's dead on, no one to blame but me.<br /> <br /> Is this a bad chase dream where speed's not what it seems?<br /> The pedal's pressed, but nothing works.<br /> Bite your nails 'til your fingers hurt.<br /> <br /> What now? What now boy?<br /> What now? Who you are is not enough.<br /> <br /> It's hard to know where we should go<br /> When home's too far away and &quot;here&quot; is a hollow place<br /> Where people come to softly hum<br /> The songs that scare you most, believe me I'm scared enough<br /> <br /> Bite down, 'cause everyone's looking.<br /> Wouldn't this be the perfect bookend?<br /> Little boy was scared at first.<br /> Brazen once, but now he's gone astray<br /> <br /> What now boy?<br /> <br /> It's hard to know where we should go<br /> When home's too far away and &quot;here&quot; is a hollow place<br /> Where people come to softly hum<br /> The songs that scare you most, believe me I'm scared enough<br /><br /><strong>i told you it was <em>my</em> favorite song.</strong><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:75706 2009-06-29T00:57:22Z 2009-06-29T00:59:44Z Why aren't you with the person you were first in love with?<br /> actually, i am.<br /> <br /> What&rsquo;s the best feeling in the world?<br /> being happy.<br /> <br /> What's something you really want right now, be honest?<br /> to stop being frustrated<br /> <br /> Do you have any plans for the weekend?<br /> not at this moment<br /> <br /> In school, how was/is your attendance record?<br /> too good.<br /> <br /> Do you want someone dead?<br /> nope.<br /> <br /> What did you do for your last birthday?<br /> went to cauley square and then dinner with the girls<br /> <br /> Whats a random fact about the last male who had their arm/arms around you?<br /> he's the best kisser ever.<br /><br /> Can you remember the last time you really liked someone?<br /> hard to forget <br /> <br /> Where were you at 11:47 pm last night?<br /> home.<br /> <br /> Did you hug or kiss anyone today?<br /> no <br /> <br /> Do you think you are a good person?<br /> yes<br /> <br /> Who was the last person that helped you stop crying?<br /> my boyfriend<br /> <br /> Have you ever spoken to someone on the phone while in the shower?<br /> lol, no.<br /> <br /> Where did you get the jeans that you're wearing?<br /> wearing sweat pants.<br /> <br /> Are your parents still together?<br /> yes, and very happily. thankyou.<br /> <br /> Have you held hands with anyone in the past 24 hours?<br /> no<br /> <br /> What is something you've realized recently?<br /> i'm not getting any younger. i need to think about the future.<br /> <br /> Where do you see yourself in the next 2 years?<br /> not sure yet.<br /> <br /> Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?<br /> yes, more than one.<br /> <br /> Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?<br /> benjamin scott stone<br /> <br /> What is your mood?<br /> blah<br /> <br /> Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?<br /> yes.<br /> <br /> What are/were you doing at twelve this afternoon?<br /> taking a walk<br /> <br /> How many times have you dyed your hair?<br /> a few<br /> <br /> Do you personally know anyone who's in a band?<br /> yes<br /> <br /> Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?<br /> always<br /> <br /> Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden?<br /> no<br /> <br /> Do you believe everything happens for a reason?<br /> yes, i am a big believer in that.<br /> <br /> Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf?<br />no.<br /> <br /> Are you wearing any clothes that don&rsquo;t belong to you?<br /> nope<br /> <br /> Can you play pool?<br /> yes, but not very well.<br /> <br /> Your best friend tells you, you have a drug problem, you say?<br /> lol, you must have the wrong friend.<br /> <br /> You receive $50 without any reason, what do you spend it on?<br /> food.<br /> <br /> Which friend are you most likely to share a secret with?<br /> alexandra<br /> <br /> Have you ever seen either one of your parents cry?<br /> yes, both of them.<br /> <br /> Who in your family do you act like the most?<br /> mom and dad<br /> <br /> Shopping: best with friends, parents, bf/gf, or alone?<br /> depends on my mood, usually alone.<br /> <br /> Who was the last person you talked to in person before bed last night?<br /> someone from work.<br /> <br /> Are your parents over the age of 40?<br /> yep<br /> <br /> Have you ever touched a dead body?<br /> no.<br /> <br /> Where did you get your last bruise from?<br /> running into something, i'm somewhat of a klutz.<br /> <br /> Do you have curly hair?<br /> not at all. i wish i did.<br /> <br /> Who means the most to you in your life right now?<br /> my family, my friends, my boyfriend<br /> <br /> Do you fall for guys/girls easily?<br /> not usually<br /> <br /> How do you feel about your hair right now?<br /> grow, grow, grow<br /> <br /> If I ask, &quot;are you okay?&quot; what would you say?<br /> i would yes. i am. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:75146 2009-06-19T23:28:49Z 2009-06-19T23:28:49Z You can't control what other people do. But you can control how you respond to it, whether you allow it to eat you up and occupy all your thoughts, and how much you let it affect you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:74636 2009-06-16T04:20:43Z 2009-06-16T04:20:43Z . urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:74041 2009-06-06T00:35:26Z 2009-06-06T00:35:26Z but, i will try to do the best that i can with what i have.<br /><br />so far everyone has been really nice, but my living arrangement isn't exactly what i thought it was. i'm not exactly a big fan of on campus housing, and especially since this place is so old. <br /><br />i'm not sure if this is really what i wanted. hopefully the job is what i wanted. <br /><br />maybe i am just being picky, but i hate to be promised one thing and then given another, but everyone has been soooo nice, so i feel that it's not something that they do maliciously. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:73687 2009-05-02T00:03:49Z 2009-05-02T00:03:49Z with college! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:73302 2009-04-29T16:51:34Z 2009-04-29T16:53:06Z keyboard clacking THREE NAMES I GO BY:<br /> amy<br /> amy-ska-do<br /> amysaurus<br /> <br /> <br /> THREE JOBS I'VE HELD IN MY LIFE:<br /> muvico<br /> starbucks<br /> aramark <br /> <br /> THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED:<br /> new york city<br /> orlando<br /> your mom's house<br /> <br /> <br /> THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH:<br /> sex &amp; the city<br /> house<br /> law &amp; order: svu<br /> <br /> <br /> THREE PLACES I HAVE BEEN:<br /> kuala lumpur, malaysia<br /> los angeles, california<br /> atlantic city, new jersey<br /> <br /> <br /> THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO:<br /> israel<br /> the whole continent of europe<br /> india<br /> <br /> <br /> THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS:<br /> fresh baked bread<br /> anything made from a potato<br /> anything my mommy makes<br /> <br /> <br /> THREE FAVORITE BOOKS:<br /> the giver<br /> the alchemist<br /> anything by michael critchton <br /> <br /> <br /> THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO:<br /> GRADUATION<br /> going to the places i want to go to<br /> being happy<br /> <br /> <br /> THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED:<br /> goldfishes, none of them survived. <br /> <br /> <br /> THREE FAVORITE BANDS/ ARTISTS: <br /> incubus<br /> jason mraz (thanks, al &amp; tony)<br /> sublime <br /> <br /> <br /> THREE BEST DAYS EVER:<br /> first kiss with benjamin<br /> days spent with the ones i love<br /> &amp;&amp;&amp; TBD<br /> <br /> <br /> THREE FAVORITE PASTIMES:<br /> reading<br /> taking walks<br /> hanging out with my favorite peoples urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:72995 2009-04-27T02:07:32Z 2009-04-27T02:07:32Z 13 days. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:72212 2009-03-17T03:29:15Z 2009-03-17T03:29:15Z <p>a small one, a big one.<br /> i just need <b>one</b>.</p><p>i'm 21 years old, and i felt like i haven't done anything really memorable.<br /> my life is good, but it's mediocre. <br /> <br /> i haven't really seen anything, or done anything outstanding.<br /> so i'm going to make this summer something different.</p>i'm graduating in may. which i'm ecstatic about, and after that i'm going to do some exploring in the world. <br />wish me luck. <br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:71805 2009-02-25T14:26:23Z 2009-02-25T14:26:23Z that also includes misplacing things. i like to have things in order, so that when i am looking for them, i find it.<br /><br />i have currently lost:<br />-three sports bra<br />-a pair of pink aero shorts<br /><br />they could be back home, but i don't recall leaving them there.<br />so i am pissed, i HATE losing things. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:71322 2009-02-22T23:11:32Z 2009-02-22T23:11:32Z <strong><span style="font-size: larger;">Commencement: May 09, 2009 at 9:00am</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size: small;">Cap&amp;Gown Pick-up: April 13, 2009</span><br /><br /><br />It's really happening. <br />It's really, really happening.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:70643 2009-01-26T04:02:50Z 2009-01-26T04:02:50Z i spent some time with<br />some old friends, some best friends, and my boyfrennnnd.<br /><br />i'm the happiest i have ever, ever been.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />p.s. happy chinese new year! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laamyvita:69969 2009-01-12T22:20:10Z 2009-01-12T22:20:10Z i'm going to fuck up a good thing.